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It's been so long since I've written that I have no clue what I even need to say. I am back at home and set up with Hospice which means that my bedroom now looks strikingly similar to a hospital suite. The majority of my visitors are RN's. Babette asked her amazing friend Debbie to help out and she has been nothing short of a godsend. Anne and Joel have stepped up and become my primary care takers. It is rather humbling to realize that there are people who are willing to put their own lives on hold for the sake of yours. In an earlier blog Alysia mentioned that I have been losing some movement in my legs accompanied by lower back pain. It got painful enough that Dr. Jin ordered an MRI. I wasn't even worried about it because I didn't think anything else could go wrong. Much to my chagrin I learned that the tumor had spread to my spine which in turn caused compound fractures of my vertebrae. Obviously there was some explaination for all my back pain and my lack of ability to move.

As you all continue to pray, please pray for my spirits as well as my physical well-being. I am beginning to feel like I can't catch a single break in this uphill battle and as you can imagine that makes it hard to continue putting all your time, effort and energy into fighting. I think I can only thank God that I have amazing family, friends and supporters who are walking beside me on this difficult journey.

My love to all of you