Another Update (Finally)

I have been receiving numerous complaints for not updating more frequently. I guess I haven't been updating because there is really very little to say. Of course, everyone wants to know if the radiation was successful. I do not even have an MRI scheduled until October so it will be awhile before we know anything.

I am back teaching at Memorial (full time). I have a sub who works with me in my classroom everyday... that is helping to alleviate some of the daily stresses of teaching. Additionally, I have a pretty flexible workday schedule. I'm also trying to get some hours in shadowing our school social worker for my MSW. I elected to drop my IUSB evening classes, so I'm actually pretty free during the weeks (save for volleyball).

Honestly, it has been very hard coming back to school. I am not myself and the mere fact is making things quite depressing. I know that my students are not getting the typical Ms. Hepler, but I guess I have to cut myself some slack in this arena.

The bottom line is that it is really hard to function when there is little joy left in your life.

Whirlwind

Life has been pretty hectic since I've been home. It seems like I cannot sit still -- everytime I do I feel like I'm back in California and virtually alone. In my defense, there has been a lot going on. Corlissa's car broke down three times. I came home to a very messy apartment. Finally, we're moving into a bigger apartment. A huge thanks to all my heavy-lifting coaches!

I wanted to take a moment to give everyone a little update. It seems like the question of the hour is "So...what happens now?" Well... basically we wait. Radiation stays in works in one's system for up to a year. I did not have any scans while I was in California to determine whether or not the radiation was shriking this tumor. In fact, I am not scheduled to have any scans for another 6 weeks. I will post more about that as we gain information.

My understanding is that you only undergo radiation once. I am not scheduled for any further treatments, however, there was some discussion or surgery if the tumor were to shrink significantly. Basically, we know absolutely nothing at this point. Sorry:(

I am scheduled to return to school on Monday. Monday and Tuesday are teacher days the kids come for a full day on Wednesday. I cannot stand the thought of sitting at home, but I am definitely not back to my old self and nervous about whether or not I can handle a full day with kids. I am also scheduled to take classes two nights a week this fall, but for the sake of my energy and bank account, I think I am going to have to drop those.

Forgive me for being so delinquent in posting!

I AM HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have no known luggage or personal belongings to speak of, but I am home so who even cares?

The Sun'll Come Out

....TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does anyone have the ability to make the next 24 hours go by any quicker?