More Resigned than this Title Can Convey
I just re-read my mom's blog. I think she pretty much hit the nail on the head. I am resigned and just putting one foot in front of the other. There is nothing I want more than to just pack up my stuff and come home. Words cannot convey how strongly I want that last sentence.
I just have to say that this whole thing totally and completely sucks.
posted by Ashli Hepler @ 2:53 PM
8 Comments:
It is almost here. . . it really is! Hang in there trooper! We love you! Love, Kendall
Ashli, I think about you and pray for you every day!!!!! I can't even imagine how hard things are right now, but just know that every time I think of you, me and the gang, I get a smile from ear to ear thinking of the best times of my life! I love you despite our long periods of non communication, I love you!!!!
If you need someone, please just say the word and I'll fly out as soon as possible!!!
Lisa Eglian
Ash~
We're sending in reinforcements. Mom will be back before you know it and then she will help carry you to the finish line of this marathon. Come on AUGUST 2nd!!!
Love~
Alysia
I was encouraged to hear that Holly and your mom are coming out to see you through. I'm so sorry you had to be alone this week. I love you so much, and we can't wait until you get here. Thank you for being honest....you CAN finish this thing!!!! XO, Danielle
Can't think of ONE thing to say that might be remotely helpful. Try to get some of that anger back that you had at the begining of this. Some of that stubborn "I'll do it my way" mentality. Try to think of something that really po's you. Maybe some of the sparks will ignite. Love ya.
I know you feel like your "strength is sapped like the heat of summer" (Psalm 32:4) but God promises us he'll "refresh tired bodies and restore tired souls." That is my prayer for you as you face this alone until your next visitor arrives, but we both know you are not truly alone. Hang in there. We love you.
Ashli,
Your mom gave a great analogy. Think of it this way. A runner is so tired close to the end that they just want to give up. But they keep plodding along and they finish the race. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You're so close to the end of this race and you're going to win it!!!! We've been praying for you like crazy. We love you!!!! Hang in there!
Love,
Danna
Ashli:
I attend services at CGC. I know who your parents are but am not intimately acquainted. I have read your Blog and prayed for you incessantly.
This is a horrible ordeal you have been going through. But, it is just that - an ordeal. You my dear sister in Christ are much more than this blip on the radar screen of life.
You will not only survive it but be so much more because of it.
Please know that many are remembering you to our Lord in prayer. Take heart in that and remain the strong "resigned" individual you are.
TP
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